The YouTuhe algorithm got me again with this video.
I’m sharing it here because I found it helpful to frame my situation as an experience worth experiencing, and nothing more. Not to judge it, not to try and shape it, but simply to be.
Seems lofty and pretentious, perhaps, but it’s helpful as I am trying to figure out what my next move is.
I should just let things be. I can’t control whether someone will pay me to build a thing for them. All I can do is put myself out there and see what the universe brings.
So far, the universe has delivered a ton of rekindled friendships and potential new gigs.
I think it is also insisting that I stop cramming so much into a day and start spending more time with myself.