Seidel went to Eugene in late June, during the U.S. Outdoor Track and Field Championships, for what is known as team processing, an administrative session to prepare athletes for international competition. They fill out paperwork and get sized for uniforms. And, new in 2021, athletes undergo a mental health screening.
Seidel answered the questions on the screener honestlyâand her responses raised red flags. The U.S. Olympic and Paralympic Committee (USOPC) doctors, who administer the screening, referred her for treatment.
A USOPC spokesperson wrote in an email to Runnerâs World that the test screens for anxiety, depression, eating disorders, drug and alcohol abuse, and sleep disorders, among other things. The results athletes provide are then flagged for follow up by a USOPC licensed mental health provider. From there, the athletes are connected to mental health resources.
âThe screenings are not intended to screen athletes out of competition or off Team USA, but are a part of a broad approach to intervene and provide support to athletes who struggle with mental health, so they are able to achieve their goals,â the spokesperson wrote.
Seidel said she was connected with a new team of specialists, many in Salt Lake City. âUSOPC set up everything for me and theyâre continuing treatment for me,â she said. âHonestly it was so much easier being able to have them take the reins on it. And feel very much like, âOkay, theyâre going to help me out on this.ââ
I recall sitting with my therapist for the first time during my big depressive episode in 2021. I hadnât said a word yet, and I started welling up almost immediately.
âI have no idea why Iâm crying,â I said to her. I hadnât even explained why I was there.
âItâs probably because you are feeling relief,â she said.
She was completely right. I hadnât really appreciated the need to unload your trauma and to allow someone to help you unpack and sort through your anxieties.
Iâd still say that 99% of the tears Iâve shed in the past three years came after being vulnerable and letting others help me.
I felt those same tears well up when reading this piece about Molly Siedel, particularly the section in the pull quote above.
Say what you will about our Olympic committee: this policy is a walk off home run. Kudos to them for offering help, and mega kudos to Molly for being strong enough to take it.
Iâve had the fortune of getting to hang around several Olympians, and hearing them share stories of the pressures they face is incredible. Iâm glad they have an opportunity to get relief when they need it.