Long time readers of this blog may recall that I've been psyching myself up enough to try switching to the Light Phone.
Iām legit embarrassed to admit just how much Iām addicted to my iPhone.
It happened slowly over the course of the last 15 years. Today, I find myself frequently incapable of putting it down, even when itās actively making me feel terrible.
The biggest expense of always being virtually connected is never feeling connected to the physical moment happening in front of me.
That wasnāt so much of a problem to me when I was sitting in front of my Compaq desktop in the basement of my parentās house.
Back in those days, I used to hate being away from my computer. The very first thing Iād do when returning from a family vacation was to jump on the computer and catch up on a week of message board posts.
Here in 2024, though, I donāt subject myself to that experience.
The other day, I was playing a Lego game with my son and while he was explaining an aspect of the game to me, I pulled out my phone and went to turn on music. Mid sentence, he stops and says, āDad, can you put your phone away? Itās distracting me.ā
Oof. Thatās not how I want my son to remember me.
Iāve tried all the techniques people say can help limit screen time. Grayscale the screen. Delete apps. Block toxic websites. But because none of those tricks are actually working, itās time to take more drastic measures.
My plan is to move my phone number onto the Light Phone for a month. Just a month.
I'm going to do this during the month of August. That will give me a couple weeks to prepare for it. I am honestly worried about what Iāll be giving up, and so I'm doing what I can to brace myself for that impact.
Iām mostly excited, really. After more than a decade in the comfortable, walled garden of the Apple ecosystem, I think it will be nice to experiment with new tech tools again.
The Light Phone is designed to be as boring and practical as possible. It can make phone calls, send texts, and give driving directions, among a few other things.
But there are certainly some activities that the Light Phone wonāt do very well which I am unwilling to give up. So here are those activities, along with how I'm thinking I'll deal with those activities for the time being:
Taking notes and reminders.
A notepad with a pen. ā
Next.
Reading.
Sometime in the last couple of decades, I stopped reading books.
Iām not exactly sure why. I used to love reading books when I was a kid. I would go to the library and read every book they had on building websites and computer programs. Iād also read every new edition of Animorphs, Goosebumps, and Harry Potter as soon as my library stocked it.
But beginning in high school, I stopped reading books for fun. Reading felt like a burden, something you were assigned as punishment. I resented reading so much, in fact, that I used to pride myself on not buying books for class in college and finding a way through without them.1
If I read books these days, I almost only read non-fiction, which is fineā¦ but I miss reading for fun.
Earlier this year, I helped my wife proctor some tests at her school. I wasnāt allowed to be on the internet, so I brought a book along that a friend recommended called What You Are Looking For Is In The Library. I burned through it in a day, and it got me interested in reading fiction once again.
I think I wanna try getting into a fiction series. The last series I read was the Left Behind books in high school, so uh, yeahā¦ Iām a bit out of the loop with whatās good out there.
If anyone has recommendations, let me know!
Taking pictures.
I used to be really into cameras when I was really into making clips2. When my oldest was born, we thought it made sense to buy a good SLR, so we picked up a Canon Rebel T6i.
I do still grab it out of storage and bring it along to the occasional soccer game or choir performance, and the shots feel better to me than the ones I get with my iPhone. It helps that I have a decent assortment of lenses, but I think it also speaks to the joy you get from using a tool that was intentionally built to complete a task.
Of course, I canāt realistically carry an SLR with me all the time. I need something more practical.
When I sold cameras at Best Buy3, the camera I recommended the most was the Canon SD800 IS, and it was the camera that documented some of the most fun moments of my life. It was small enough to fit in my pocket alongside my iPod.
Even though it fit, I still didnāt carry it with me every day, which makes the pictures I did take with them feel extra special when I browse through them today.
Maybe having a camera on me all the time is less necessary than Iām worried about. I mean, in a normal day for you, how many situations can you envision where you must take a picture of something and can't flag down someone to take one and send it to you?4
So Iām in the market for a camera thatās small like the SD800 was, but perhaps more professional. I remember seeing someone mention the Canon PowerShot G7 X Mark III and I thought the silver one looked kinda dope.
It makes me happy to see Canon keeping these devices up to date. The G7 X can shoot 4k video, and itās got WiFi and USB-C so itāll be easy to get media off of it. Most importantly, its size means it can stay in the drawer by the door and leap into service at a moment's notice.
But anyway, what about yāall? Anyone else use something besides their phone to take a picture or a video?
Listening to music.
The whole reason I wanted to make this post is because I wanted to brag about my restoration project with my old fifth generation iPod.
But because of course this is what happens when I brag, Iāve been stuck for a few days trying to debug a hardware failure that is proving exceptionally frustrating to resolve. Chefās kiss.
So instead of bragging about that, Iāll instead confess that Iām one of those sickos who maintains their own library of MP3s.
Iāve always looked at streaming services with squinty eyes. Maybe itās because Iām still mad at what they did to our beloved Napster. Maybe itās because I think itās important to not give complete control of my cultural history to massive corporations5. Maybe itās because buying an MP3 version of an album from an artist will give them vastly more money than my combined streams would ever account for. Maybe itās because I am an aging boomer.
Either way, transitioning away from Apple Music will not be too excruciating for me. Iāll still use it because I have HomePods all over my house, but when Iām not home, I want need a way to bring my music with me.
The Light Phone does have some storage and an MP3 player option, but because of the intentional design, youāre limited to a single playlist and 1gb of tunes. That doesnāt work for me, brother.
Iāll keep yāall posted with my progress on the restoration process. I want to get Rockbox installed on it so I can experience what the home brew community is doing with this old hardware.
In the meantime, if anyone knows how to address issues with an iFlash Solo syncing with an M1 Mac mini, holler at your boy.
Iād like to take this opportunity to express how pathetic I feel that I need to take these extreme steps to reclaim some part of me that I feel like Iāve lost ever since going whole ham on the mobile revolution.
I talk at length about the joy that comes with technology, but I should also recognize the negative impact that tech can make.
We went through an era of unfettered growth from Silicon Valley-powered firms who had nearly no supervision and did everything they could to exploit our political and economic systems for their own gain.
And to be clear, their growth did bestow some incredible tools onto us.
But as much as our society derides subgroups like the Luddites and the Amish for their apparent aversion to technology, there is clearly some merit to how they approach technology. You should adopt technology because itāll help you, not because everyone else is using it.
Every night around 10:30pm, I find myself lying in bed, entering the casino that is my iPhone. Every app is a different section of the game room floor.
My email app is a slot machine, where I hope Iāll hit the big bucks and get an email saying āyay youāre hired!ā, but the odds are better that Iāll see an email saying ālol you owe me money still.ā
LinkedIn and Reddit are craps tables, where I sometimes roll an 11 and see a post from a friend who had a successful day at work or a post on /r/AskHistorians that teaches me something interesting (like Did President Andrew Garfield ever eat lasagna?). But more often than not, I roll snake eyes and see something which makes me feel like a failure or living in a dumpster fire of a society.
Even my beloved RSS reader app, filled with feeds that I explicitly opted into, can feel like a game of blackjack. Yeah, I often walk away with at least some money, but I still sometimes leave the table feeling unsure why Iām passionate about anything anymore.
I let this happen to myself. And every time I pull my phone out of my pocket during a family dinner, I rob myself of what makes life worth living in the first place.
Like our Silicon Valley overlords like to say, you canāt stop the march of progress. Technology is rapidly improving, and major advances in our collective understanding of the universe are unveiled at an overwhelming pace.
Thereās gotta be a way where we can harness the good parts of technology without entirely succumbing to all of its detriments. The first step, I suppose, is defining what I want to get out of life.
And really, itās pretty simple:
- Play Legos with my son
- Sing karaoke with my wife
- Watch Rockoās Modern Life with my daughter
- Make music, work out, and learn new things
- Be able to visit the doctor when Iām not feeling well without going bankrupt
- Build something useful for people
- Not make other peopleās existences any worse than they already are
If those are the things that are important to me, then why would I burn precious energy spending time on a device which gives me anxiety attacks on a daily basis?
So yeah, come August, Iām signing off from my iPhone for a bit. Itāll feel good to step out of the casino and focus on building legos, taking walks, shredding on the guitar, singing karaoke, hanging out with friends, and listening to music.